homesick.

i just spent a bit trying to figure out how to make a new post which i see as a sign that maybe i should do this more...?
its spring here in Scotland which makes me so homesick for America it is unreal. this is a yearly occurrence but i cant somehow think that my nearing birthday has something to do with it as well,i will never be a kid in Indiana again,or a teen,or a 20 something. and at this rate i will never experience a hot summer night.it does get nice here but not HOT the way it is when its midnight and its still miserable and you cant move or sleep and the only thing you can do is drink in the light of the porch light.even if it did get like that here i dont think they have porches and it would most likely be a national emergency.
it is really windy here almost all the time,it makes for a nice breeze which i would have welcomed back home but i guess absence makes the heart grow fonder. over the last 7 0dd years or so i have become so fond of America..
most of the time i feel so over saturated in British culture,and home feels so far away,even though this is my home now...i dont think people really "get it" here.my husband and i talk about this fact alot-i am not one of those Americans that WANTED to move here and become British..those really annoying people that PRETEND they are not American or Canadian or whatever...and seem angry or embarrassed of where they come from.like they have become so European they are more European than the Europeans..
anyhow,thats not me so on that note God bless America,keep rocking!!!